don’t really know why I chose this moment to blog, or why this argument, I’m not even sure this should appear on the planet, as I’m pretty pissed off now, and just can’t get asleep because of that. certainly utf 8 chars look good on a title, but please feel free to skip this blog entry if it’s not in the mood for you, i don’t want to make this a bad day for you. i’m sure you’d actually skip it anyways when you would realize that, so i shouldn’t even really bother telling you. but whatever. you’ve been warned. so i’m being pretty pissed off because of how are going things currently with me and kde. since around one week i guess. or well, maybe not about me and kde. there’s not been any significantly episode so far that puts me in the mood I am now, so maybe it’s not kde. but people stepping on your toes all the time, or always being overcomed, or making a lot of sacrifices for barely no reward or anything can kill anyone’s motivations. and no, this time I’m really not the exception to the rule. note that i’m not pointing my finger at anyone as being culprit of this. not even you sebas, i (now) know you’re stressed as hell. so maybe it might simply be me being silly, idiot and pathetic. so yeah, please, anybody, don’t feel accused or anything like that.

however, the fact remains: I’m back on blogging. finally. and, on a related note, i’m also burning out. so maybe i need it. maybe reading all the nice people will stop me from wanting to just give up on the stuff. dunno. but fuck, yeah, i’m not even rereading the post this time. that’s pathetic. i’ll just stop here wasting space on the planet. bye.

Davide ‘WindowsUninstall’ Bettio asked me to add a note to remind that i might have blogged in another happy moment before now too. but as i said in the opening, i don’t really know why i did that right now.  the happier ones will follow i guess.

Too bad KDE 4.0 won’t be released the 11th of december, would have been the perfect present for my birthday (which is the 11th infact). Well, I think I can live without it. :\

I’m off for a couple of days… I’ll be back on monday… as Josef knows I *need* a break, haven’t done one since June. Need to get energies back, I’ve no more of them since a while.

David, please prepare me the SVGs for krunner for monday, so we can stunn everyone when I’ll be back with some more coolness branded KDE!

Seb, let’s do a stable release of tripod with all the needed features (users: hints are welcome) and then begin to port to KDE 4, rock along and move forward!

Franz, thanks a lot for the help with the CSS for this blog.

Many guys who wrote me an e-mail and wait for an answer, I need to answer tons of mails, I’ve already got a pile of 20 drafts in my kmail… sorry, but I really had no time these days (been ill) and generally I have been fucking tired… will answer them as I get back, trying to be as quick as possible.

These includes some answer to some mailing lists (e.g. Plasma::Package stuff, sorry Paolo! Oxy meeting, sorry Nuno!, etc…). I fucking really need a secretary.

Many americans KDE contributors, see you in Mountain View, just booked the flight.

Sebas, be sure to coordinate with me so we can seat near in the flight from Amsterdam. =)

Whoever I forgot to include in this list, sorry, I didn’t mean to. I can say I’m tired, if that’s acceptable for you.

All the others readers, there’s somehting I want to show you and something I’m really excited about, hope to show you monday or the days just after. It all depends on several factors, including how much I will be able to break in this couple of days and regain new energies to spend.

Ok, enough for now. Need to get up very early tomorrow, or I should say today instead, given the current time the clock wants to show me.
Ending here my first real post with KBlogger (yay KBlogger! first post after having playied with it and had it around since some months). I’m so fucking tired and demotivated (no, not because of KBlogger)…

See you soon guys, and anyone reading here.
Love to everyone, you do rock!